"Raped" lyrics - ROZZ WILLIAMS

Hemispheric energy channeling out from a thousand different directions
The feeling cannot be held down long enough to rape
But when felt, it may burrow through your skeleton instantaneously, all at once making you aware of the whirlpool of atoms keeping the world in motion?
A world tossed into monstrous, chaotic waves, obscured by its own shadow?
No light in these dementions of phosphorous brain fear
No clear vision of hope or redemption
Eyes torn away by savage, mental battles, wars carried on in endless blindless and cruelty?
Your weaklings cannot survive on a wave of nothing for long without some help
The rest is gesture, congested feeling and an unwillingness to resist temptation
At once guided, guarded...
There has been no attempt to conceal the outcome; it shall be swift, ruthless
The pain, sharp and full circle
The world in which we suffer now shall seem a pleasant memory?
Recall ? smashed from cages of non-being where you alone live inside a creature outside yourself
Fold and regather a ruffled plume does nothing for the soul of crying winters
Die
Disintegrate
Dissolve into the dawn