"This Hell My Home" lyrics - ENTERPRISE EARTH

Born in the shadows
Forced to evolve
Mutated flesh, my skin dissolves
Forsaken by light, enslaved by darkness
I am heartless
I've become a monster
When I look in the mirror, that's all I see
I'm not the man I used to be

Deformed and destined to die
Becoming the parasite
There's nothing left to live for!
Beneath the surface
Only vengeance remains [2x]

In the face of defeat, I close my eyes
I let the hate bleed out as the rest of me dies
I found the strength in myself to overcome this hell [2x]

I did it on my own
Exiled by the rest of the world
I did it on my own
I made this hell my home
Molded by the flames of regret
I'll show you something you'll never forget

I am starting to wonder why I am here to begin with
I can't take this
Living a life of regret
No matter how hard I work I still end up in debt
I've been wasting it all away
Trying to be something I will never be
I'm the scum of the earth
I'm the product of a stillborn birth
There's nothing left inside of me
Just a shriveled up heart in the dark
That's all that's worth fighting for
While the demons inside me
Tear me apart
Stillborn
Thrown in the garbage while your mothers weep
Standing on your bones beneath