"Your God (Demo)" lyrics - STONE SOUR

Reveal to me this ugly thing, I'm rusted metal by your head?
It's gotten out of hand again, nobody sees it, but I can
You thought of everything, I bet. But did you think that I might die?
I haven't really smiled in, I don't know how long, you know?
Something's gonna give again, something's gonna give again!

I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, I'm never finished
I could never be your god
But then I don't even think I want the job anymore

One time a thing occurred to me, it wasn't much to say the least
It kept on giving me a chant, but I was nothing but a blur
I'd give up everything, I guess
Besides, I'm better off betrayed
I haven't really lived in, I don't know how long, you know?
Something's gonna give again, something's gonna give again!

I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, I'm never finished
I could never be your god
But then I don't even think I want the job, you see?
I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, I'm never finished
I could never be your god
Don't even think I want the job anymore!

What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try, but the story ends, so I guess I'll have to die
What am I supposed to go now? Where am I supposed to go now?
Go now!

Say something, anything to me. I do believe but I have doubts
So many reasons to hold on, conflicting interest isn't it
I guess I'm better off in the end, 'cause you where always there to blame
I haven't felt so bad in, I don't know how long, you know
I can't get away again, I can't get away again

I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, I'm never finished
I could never be your god
And then I don't even think I want the job, you see?
I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, I'm never finished
I could never be your god
Don't even think I want the job anymore!

What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try, but the story ends, so I guess I'll have to die
Where am I supposed to go now? Where am I supposed to go now?

Go ahead and go away...
I said go ahead and go away...
I said go ahead and go away...
I said go ahead and go away...
Again...

Go ahead and go away...
Go ahead and go away...
Go ahead and go away...
Go ahead and go away...

Go ahead and go away!
I said go ahead and go away!
I said go ahead and go away!
I said go ahead and go away!

Because I want!
I don't know what I want!
Because I want!
I don't know what I want!
What I want!
I want!
I want!
I want!
I want!
I want...