"Embarrassed" lyrics - TWIZTID

[Hook:]
Push me to the bridge and I might jump off
I can't take this anger anymore
On my knees, on the floor
All this pressure, I'm 'bout to explode

Today is the day that I'll make them all pay
Can you promise to me they'll have nothing to say
'Cause their words are like knives and they stabbin' my heart
Always killing me, cutting me, ripping apart

[Madrox]
I'm watching trees fly by in the bus ride back from school
I spent the day being harassed, now I'm heading home for some ridicule
Sick of you calling me punk
Don't know what she sees in him
Outta work, always tired and drunk, but she believes in him
And I'm more in the way than anything else
The baggage of former marriage
Managed to create hell in spite of itself
And I'm on the verge of an influx
And not giving a fuck
And stabbin everyone in the face, at home, repeatedly, till the knife stuck
And eyes, liking to see me get treated less then a loved one and did nothing while he beated, repeatedly, like a step son
Sweaty palms are clinching the weapon
No more, accepting the fact: I'm Embarassed, I deserve better
I'm racking my red face in burgundy flesh
Covered in gore, and the volume of violence, now is a hush
Blood on the floor and the bodies lay, with stab wounds, fifty or more
And the pain draws the knife to the handle, and straight to the core
(Of my family)

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[Monoxide]
I used to think it's all good, I'm just a kid
And making fun of everything I do is just what everybody did
And it'd seem, the older that I get, the harder they would hit
And I'm feeling it every bit, like the bite, me wanna switch
What a frightening way to live
And I might be innocent, but I really doubt that shit
I'd say enough's enough, no really, I've had enough
But they keep keeping it up till finally I erupt
Then everybodys families wondering what the fuck?
This little fucking punk just murdered a bunch of what?
The news said a couple of daughters, couple of sons
And it was even done with unregistered gun
They said that by the look on my face I was having fun
But really I was just another one to succumb
The fight I mighta won, but I lost the greater battle
Now I'm just another statistical victim to unravel

[Hook]

[Madrox]
Spit anything, anything on me 'cause I'm inferior
And the shadow of their ultimate greatness is so superior
And my embarrassment is a token, a trophy
They're gluttonous bullies and their evil intentions
They'll never know me
I wouldn't be lonely if I only joined their harassment
I'd rather say fuck 'em, get shove in my locker, my ass kicked
I'm so sick of the wack shit, gotta gun in my backpack
To lay you on your back, pull the trigger, then blackness

[Monoxide]
Some of y'all don't recognize my face
But I promise today, when I'm done, that'll never be the case
By the way, I really wanted to say thanks
For making it so much easier for me to bring change
And I don't give a fuck if you understand what I explain
But I can't take another day of me having to keep living this way
To most it's just words, regardless of what they say
And they expect the consequence to be nothing more than the same
I should have to contain all the hate and the pain
Look at my name in vain and I gotta it take it all
Like a grain of salt and it ain't my fault
Probably fought back tears, but right now, right here
I'm making this clear

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