"Crystal Clear" lyrics - ADRENALINE MOB

I watch the waves upon the water, searching for a reason
But I know it isn't there (know it isn't there, know it isn't there)
And so I struggle with the meaning, in spite of all these feelings
I know it isn't fair (know it isn't fair, know it isn't fair)

So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's killing me
I've realized I'm not afraid to love you

In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?

I hear it echoing like thunder
Blanketing my memories, of all my yesterdays
And still I struggle with the meaning, in spite of all these feelings
So tell me who's to blame

So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's killing me
I've realized how much I really need you

In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?
Where do I go from here?

I'm standing out here in the rain
Feeling like a fool again
Stuck in the life I'm leading
Feeling like a love life beaten
Don't leave me out here in the cold
Don't make me walk that long and lonely road

So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's killing me
I've realized how much I really miss you

In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?
Where do I go from here?