"Red Hat" lyrics - AFI

I'm on the sea so bargain with me
So I can be home once again
To lose ways
To sing
An odd time of death
To lose and not to win
Why must I always have to lose with an easy life
Why can't I just pretend to fall asleep
No longing goes through the night
Caroline was greater for breaking down the set
Wanting to find a look
Can't remember days
The days we posses
Only the day she left
I see her in the crucifix
My mind begins to slip
My love had fallen right to a T
Then I close my eyes and the tears begin to run
The nightmare has just begun
Why must I always have to lose with an easy life
Why can't I just pretend to fall asleep
No longing goes through the night