"Relapsing" lyrics - BEARTOOTH

It's dark, it's cold, my mind is not my home
It's dark, it's cold, my mind is not my home
It makes me sick to know I have voices in my head
I lost my mind before I knew what it meant to be sane
Give me more time, when did I cross the line

I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason (someday!)
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason (now!)
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason (someday!)
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason (now!)
How am I standing here?
How am I standing here?

What is the message, what are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression and I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here)
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
(I'm still standing here)
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
(I'm still standing here)

Sickness and business do mix as well as you'd think
Freedom and wisdom I need you to keep me clean
Give me new life, this noose is getting way too tight

I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason (someday!)
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason (now!)
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason (someday!)
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason (now!)
But I'm still standing here
But I'm still standing here

What is the message, what are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression and I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here)
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
(I'm still standing here)
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
(I'm still standing here)

Relapse, relapsing
Relapse, relapsing
Detox, detoxing
Detox, detoxing
I've gotta be better than this!

Ah!

What is the message, what are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression and I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here)
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
(I'm still standing here)
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
(I'm still standing here)

Relapse, relapsing
Relapse, relapsing
Detox, detoxing
Detox, detoxing