"Home" lyrics - BILLY STRINGS

BILLY STRINGS
"Home"

Alone for a while with myself
I feel so at home in the shade
Alone for the first time in my head
I feel so at ease there instead

Maybe I should leave my home
Maybe I should slip away

A home is a heartache, they tell me
Come in, leave your shoes at the door
The phone never rings, but [I'm tired?]
The paint is a dried pool on the floor

Maybe I could finish this
Turn my back and walk away
Maybe I could slip away

If home is a fire you've left burning
Where the frosty designs outline the pane/pain
And the cold winter nights keep on churning
Stealing memories of sunshine and of rain

Maybe I could break this down
Turn around and face the day
Maybe I could slip away

[Instrumental]

Alone for a while with myself
I feel so at home in the shade
Alone for the first time in my head
I feel so at ease there instead

Maybe I should leave my home
Maybe I could slip away