"Ugly Side" lyrics - BLUE OCTOBER

I must have sneezed
On knees I freeze
I mean I just choked up
But somehow I slept
I dream, I mean
I dreamt of nothing
I'm able to breathe
A sweet relief
Now that you're here for me
A northern degree
Dove into me
Now I'm recovering

[Chorus:]
I only want you to see
My favorite part of me
And not my ugly side
Not my ugly side

Hook up a C.B. Wave a way
For conversation flow
I'm shown to your cage to wage this rage
Don't let me go
A kick and a scream is all that seems
To mean a lot thus far
I won't let you on my stage, my page
You can't know
Yet you have to know

So calm... and it's so calm
And now it's dark
I look for you to light my heart
I'm in between the moon and where you are
I know... I can't be far