"I Just Don't Believe Me Anymore" lyrics - CONNIE SMITH

I told my friends that you'd come back
You love me way too much
I told myself just wait and see
That soon you'd be in touch
I had us all convinced I knew
Exactly where you stood
But here I am still hangin' on
And you're still gone for good

[Chorus:]
That's why I just don't believe me anymore
I told myself so many lies
That I've quit keepin' score
I wouldn't trust my eyes
If you came walkin' through that door
'Cause I just don't believe me anymore

I told my heart the hurt would heal
That time was on our side
And, "You'll be walkin' tall again"
Is what I told my pride
"Just have some faith," I told my doubts
"We'll find somebody new"
But truth be known, we're still alone
And still not over you

[Chorus:]
That's why I just don't believe me anymore
I told myself so many lies
That I've quit keepin' score
I wouldn't trust my eyes
If you came walkin' through that door
'Cause I just don't believe me anymore
No, I just don't believe me anymore