"Sessions" lyrics - COUNTING CROWS

Goin' home from California
Spent my money on the wine
I pay my bills and get my fill
'Cause we're the last of the traveling kind
I don't want no damn religion
Because I'm not prepared to die
But I've been wrong
And sometimes, baby, you can't hide

I told my doctor
"Doctor, I gave all my love away."
I'm a bathroom boy
If you bin my toy
Well, then I'll think better anyway
And I will lie right down beneath the ground
When my time has come to go
But until then man
I gotta think that maybe I don't know
I said, "Until then girl
I gotta think that maybe you don't know."

I get my sessions on the phone
I'm gonna take my pills
And spend my nights alone
When I find myself the real thing
I go cold

Well, our tank is full
It's a midnight pull
We're on the road alone
I can't get high but I know why
I done the things that I shouldn't have done
Oh god the bills
I took my pills and went down for the night
Oh for just one time
To be with you and I could die
I guess I don't know how to be alive

I get my sessions on the phone
I'm gonna take my pills
And spend my nights alone
When I find myself the real thing
I go cold