"Live For The Fear (Of Pain)" lyrics - DISMEMBER

Born without dying empty
Walk alone for a lifetime denied
The spark of life forever missing
A fear so vast it grows inside

Soul bleeding never healing
At the end of the day my spirit leaving

Of all I own handful of a
Solid void what's left to give
Can't get rid of all this guilt
Blame myself for as long as I live

Blind, Cold, Bitter
From dreamfield to death
Wasted life on living
Suicidals see no reason for another breath

Still forsaken hope all taken
Keep on feeding the nightmares within
I see it clear still so tragic
Against frustration no one wins

Sinking deep into depression
Suffering the weight of confession

Upon the loss of a better fate
Laid out before me all pure hate