"Behold, Malevolence" lyrics - ENTERPRISE EARTH

I can feel it inside, begging as it's confined
(To let it out of my twisted mind)
Clawing at the walls of my skull
(It's like I'm being sucked into a black hole)
I'm trying my best, it's getting hard to suppress
(How am I supposed to live like this?)
Self-medication isn't working
Like fuel on a fire it keeps burning

I can feel it inside, begging as it's confined
To let it out of my twisted mind
Clawing at the walls of my skull
It's like I'm being sucked into a black hole
I'm trying my best, it's getting hard to suppress
How am I supposed to live like this?
Self-medication isn't working
Like fuel on a fire it keeps burning

Mundane, every day is the same
Running from my past of shame
A fake smile to hide the pain
My veins are turning black, eyes roll to the back
The urge to feed on your flesh grows stronger
My skin is turning pale, peeling off my nails
I can't suppress the urge any longer

[Chorus:]
Behold
Behold malevolence
Behold
Behold malevolence

Are you afraid of the dark?
I can hear your heart beating faster as I come closer
Blood dripping from my mouth like black ink
Coagulating around rancid meat
I've lost all sense of who I am
A monster hiding in the shell of a man
There's nothing that you can do or say
There's only hell to pay

I've evolved from a man into a monster
A monster hiding in the shell of a man
There's only one way to live in a world
Where the issues we face are solved with violence

[Breakdown:]
Where the issues we face are solved with violence
Where everything is solved with violence
With blood in my cup overflowing
I'd like to raise a toast to violence
With blood in my cup overflowing
I'd like to raise a toast to violence