"Post-Boredom" lyrics - EVERY TIME I DIE

I did a terrible thing and somebody should do something about it
I'm haunted by an eternal return, I never should have allowed it
I broke my own heart, I'm trying to forgive myself
But if it gets too close I gotta kill it, oh, I'm gonna need your help

My annihilation
My annihilation
My annihilation
My annihilation kicked off post-boredom

I don't want to be a better liar, don't wanna make you think
That what you get is what you see just 'cause you want it
Oh, this muddy water ain't deep
I broke my own heart, I'm trying to convince myself
That I can suffer if I want, motherfucker, yeah, just put me back on your shelf

My annihilation
My annihilation
My annihilation
My annihilation started before I did
My annihilation
My annihilation
My annihilation
My annihilation ended before we did

I gave you nothing, you want more?
You'll get more nothing

Come on and give a big man a little thrill
Come on and give a sick man his poison pill
I don't want no harm

I've done it all wrong for so long it feels okay (Feels okay)
From up here, the parties and funerals, they look the same (They look the same)
When every morning after is the same day
Every morning after is the same day

I want one more last chance, last chance
Make me another mistake

All I can take is everything that I have given away
I walked in with one foot out the door, you knew that I was not gonna stay
I broke my own heart, I'm trying to forgive myself
I don't give a goddamn about the magic, oh, just put me under your spell

My annihilation
My annihilation
My annihilation
My annihilation kicked off post-boredom

I gave you nothing, you want more?
You'll get more