"Disorder" lyrics - EVILE

Intrusive thoughts begin. the conflict emanates
I try to doubt them but with strength they overweigh
Cycle in motion, consternation sets the stage
Can't trust my logic, peace of mind mutates to rage

[Chorus:]
Detonate, decimate
Burning in the mind
Dominate, devastate
Until the end of time
Marauder
Contemplate, disseminate
Sickness making me blind
Mediate and tolerate
The madness left behind
Disorder
Mind in disarray

Repeating falsehoods that persuade me to obey
A maze of shame that I can leave but I must stay
Impervious souls eternally struggle to perceive
Immortal judgement, it refuses to leave

[Bridge:]
Detonate
Decimate
Dominate
Devastate
What I once thought, no longer relevant, replaced

Can't uphold my fate
Horrors lie in wait
Is this how I feel?
Too right to not be real
Real
It can't be real

[Chorus:]
Detonate, decimate
Burning in the mind
Dominate, devastate
Until the end of time
Marauder
Contemplate, disseminate
Sickness making me blind
Mediate and tolerate
The madness left behind
Disorder
Mind in disarray

[Outro:]
What I once thought, no longer relevant, replaced