"Shine" lyrics - IMOGEN HEAP

Rain drain my play away
Sun gun me down and burn me
Nature hates me today
My head distorts reality

Madness just moved into my shadow

Shine
I will not cry and I will not die, no
Shine
I will be there for me
Shine
I will not cry and I will be mine
I'll shine
Shine

Who waltzed me into this?
Am I now stuck here forever?
Luck just gave me a kiss
Then lashed me down with a leather strap

Trying to learn to swim without any water
Trying just to begin just when you're in for the slaughter, yeah

Shine
I will not cry and I will not die, no
Shine
I will be there for me
Shine
I'll be just fine if I stay all mine
I'll shine
Shine, yeah
Shine
I will not cry and I will not die, no
Shine
I will be there for me
Shine
I'll be just fine if I stay all mine
I'll shine
Shine, yeah

Shine
You will love me as a winner
Shine
You will love me as a winner

Shine
Shine
I will be there for me
Shine
I'll be just fine if I stay all mine
I'll shine
Shine, yeah

Shine
I will not cry and I will not die, no
Shine
I will be there for me
Shine
I'll be just fine if I stay all mine
I'll shine
Shine, yeah

Why?
Why?