"Smog" lyrics - INDIGO DE SOUZA

I talk too much when l'm nervous
I give too much away
And you might think l'm trying to fuck
But l'm really just trying to think
I don't think I deserve it
I don't think anything
I just sit down and shut up
And hope they don't notice me

[Pre-Chorus:]
Mowing the lawn, just looking out through the smog
I'm already gone, you can't make this shit up
You can't make this shit up

[Chorus:]
I come alive in the nighttime, when everybody else is done
I come alive, it's the right time to really start having fun
I don't know how to turn around if l'm not ready
I don't know how to tell you that your jokes aren't funny

I eat too much when l'm lonely
I bury everything
I wanna face it head-on
But it's so easy to turn it away
I don't think I'm gonna make it
I don't think anything
I just sit down and shut up
And hope they don't notice me

[Pre-Chorus:]
Mowing the lawn, just looking out through the smog
I'm already gone, you can't make this shit up
You can't make this shit up

[Chorus:]
I come alive in the nighttime, when everybody else is done
I come alive, it's the right time to really start having fun
I don't know how to turn around if l'm not ready
I don't know how to tell you that your jokes aren't funny