"Dying To Live" lyrics - JOEL HOEKSTRA'S 13

Reaching for a taste beside my bed
Silent sleep the ones outside my head

[Pre-Chorus 1:]
They might try to reach me, but they'll never sing my song
They might try to plead me, but I can't right the wrong

[Chorus 1:]
I know what you're thinking, why don't you just quit?
But you can stick your judgments and your hippocratic shit
I am deep inside it now, for minutes I will give
Everything I know and love, I'm dying to live

Lies I tell so meaningless to me
Necessities allowing what must be

[Pre-Chorus 2:]
And if they believe in me like time and time before
Blessed and enabled, I live behind the door

[Chorus 2:]
I know that I'm sinking down into the sea
But I don't give a flying fuck, so don't you cry for me!
My fingers right beside it now, for seconds I will give
Anything I know and love. I'm dying to live

[Pre-Chorus 3]
They might try to reach me, but they'll never sing my song
They might try to plead me, but I can't right the wrong

[Chorus 3:]
Do you claim to know me? Quantify my pain?
Well, get inside my fucking torture chamber of a brain!
I've slipped into this hellhole, for nothing I will give
With every single breath I take, I'm dying to live