"Seesaw" lyrics - NINA NESBITT

I wanna make my eyes shut
But I've just come in half cut
And I know I won't sleep tonight

And I just wanna call you up
But tonight I really fucked it up
'Cause I can't ever do things right

Tonight we sat on the seesaw
Watching me fall down
We are not equal
What I did was evil like
Cheating in the playground

We're on the seesaw
But I'm the one to fall
I keep going down, down, down
We're on the seesaw
But I'm the one to fall
I keep going down, down, down
Alone

Next morning I wake up
My eyes still caked in makeup
And I can't believe I said those thing to you

Maybe I didn't mean to
But it's pointless
Trying to prove to ya
It's only something alcohol made true

Tonight we sat on the seesaw
Watching me fall down
We are not equal
What I did was evil like
Cheating in the playground

We're on the seesaw
But I'm the one to fall
I keep going down, down, down
We're on the seesaw
But I'm the one to fall
I keep going down, down, down

And my words came tumbling out
Just as you turn around
I can see by your frown
You're leaving me to drown
My head is spinning now
Like a merry go round
But this love is not a playground

We're on the seesaw
But I'm the one to fall
I keep going down, down, down
We're on the seesaw
But I'm the one to fall
I keep going down, down, down

Down, down, down, I'm falling
Down, down, down, I'm falling
Falling, falling, down
Down, down, down, I'm falling
Down, down, down, I'm falling
Falling, falling, down