"Tortured" lyrics - OTEP

I was like 13
And it was a Sunday morning I think...

And...
I think both of my parents were still asleep...

I remember...
I was gonna play sick so I wouldn't have to go to church that day...

And I turned over
And there he was...

Holding a pillow...
He smelled of sweat... and regret

... And he said...
"Shhhhh"