"Sober" lyrics - P!NK

I don't wanna be the girl
Who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never
Wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call
At 4 o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know
In the world that won't be home

Ah, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Ooh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside
You're my protection
How do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl
Who has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me
'Cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that
We had that conversation
I won't remember, save your breath
'Cause what's the use?

Ah, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly,
"Come and play"
Ah, I am falling
And if I let myself go
I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

I'm coming down, coming down, coming down
Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round
Looking for myself, sober
I'm coming down, coming down, coming down
Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round
Looking for myself, sober

When it's good, then it's good
It's so good till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find
The you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, "Never again"
Broken down in agony
Just trying to find a friend

I'm safe up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober

I'm safe up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

Will I ever feel this good sober?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do I feel this good sober?