"Suicide" lyrics - PAVLOV'S DOG

I've been here just thinking it over
I never really found the time before
And I've been here since early morning
Waiting for the sound of the door when it opens
Wait for her to walk through the door when it opens

Well I've been here on this highest mountain
Only place left for the gods to dwell
I've been here since early morning
Waiting for the sound of the door when it opens
Wait for her to walk through the door when it opens

Now I've been looking for a place to hide
I'm even thinking about suicide
Said she didn't love me and she wouldn't come looking

I know why you came here looking
You know I don't even care
She's the queen of the sun in the morning
And I'm just a man with a hole in his heart
I'm only here to rest in the dark of the night