"Neurotic" lyrics - RISING INSANE

I've laid to rest all my dreams that I once had
'Cause the effect that of all the promises been broken
Is making me sick
If you're still smiling all the day
Then you are surely not aware
Everything has it's depravity

I feel like a psycho, I drown in my disease
I am feeling like I'm absolutely done everytime it's getting through to me
Save me Save me
I'm dying in these nightmares please just
Help me Help me
Don't let me go
No

Care for what is coming next
It will surely break your heart
You will surely fall apart
Yeah this will be the end of it

I've laid to rest all the hope that I once had
Disappointments don't hit pessimists
I can not bear this all
I see the curtain fall
A life like this is nothing to deal with

I will take this on my own
Don't act like you go along
Nobody wants to follow a blind
Follow a blind

I feel like a psycho, I drown in my disease
I am feeling like I'm absolutely done everytime it's getting through to me
Save me Save me
I'm dying in these nightmares please just
Help me Help me
Don't let me go