"Over It" lyrics - SAINT ASONIA

I'm addicted to the pain that I've created for myself
Alone and on the outside always trying to be someone else
This weight on my shoulders
Where did I go wrong?
My soul is so cold and I hate what I've become

[Chorus:]
If I don't find a way is it over?
If I don't blame myself is it gone?
All of this time I've wasted
Or will I make it out from under this world before it falls?
I'm over it all
I'm over it

I'll admit that I'm ashamed
'Cause I've been lying to myself
My throne is rusted from the years of living in this hell
I take so much shit
Is this where I belong?
My heart is so charred and I hate what I've become

[Chorus:]
If I don't find a way is it over?
If I don't blame myself is it gone?
All of this time I've wasted
Or will I make it out from under this world before it falls?
I'm over it

[Bridge:]
I can feel the walls closing in on me
And I can see the sun changing turning gray
It's all coming down on me

[Chorus:]
If I don't find a way is it over? (If I don't find a way)
If I don't blame myself is it gone? (Is it gone?)
All of this time I've wasted
Or will I make it out from under this world before it falls?
I'm over it all
I'm over it