"Nearing Home" lyrics - SAMANTHA FISH

So tell me where I'm goin'
'Cause I thought I was nearing home
Take back all that's given
And leave me [?]
Belong to the Lord
But I can't help to wonder where He's gone
I'm waiting for a rain, a thunder
But under every sun it's goin' down
[?] from this evening
But I've no strength to carry on
Further I've fallen
In the midst of standing tall
Taller than the highest mountain
Leaning on the glory of despair
[?]
I'm kneeling on the wrong side of the stairs

'Cause I can't listen anymore
Sure, it says I've been making
[?]
All alone I roamed for shelter
[?] I give in
Try to get some [?] river
Losin' to the darkness [?]
So, tell me where I'm goin'
'Cause I thought I was nearing home