"Upbeat Sugar" lyrics - SEVENDUST

Hand over fist, I've been out here so long
Kill the monster deep inside so I can burn the candles out
I couldn't resist no matter how much I wanted
They need a man to criticize
Well you found him
Sold it, sold it, sold it, sold it

'Cause I was born to be the one catastrophe
A zombie feeding on the prey
No more [?] motivated days
No more stories to tell

I'm thrown straight into the madness
But I won't throw away all my defenses
Unfold the pages, it's pointless
I believe it, every comment

Cutting my teeth, I've been constantly haunted
I've been a monster all the time
And you're the one to fuel the fire
Couldn't believe that you got what you wanted
You see a chance to demonize, and you know it
Own it, own it, own it

'Cause I was born to be an endless tragedy
For all the world to come and save
No more [?] motivated days
No more stories to tell

I'm thrown straight into the madness
But I won't throw away all my defenses
Unfold the pages, it's pointless
I believe it, every comment

Madness, madness, madness

I'm thrown straight into the madness
But I won't throw away all my defenses
Unfold the pages, it's pointless
I believe it, every comment

I'm thrown straight into the madness
But I won't
Throw it away, yeah