"Grave" lyrics - SLEEPING WITH SIRENS

I'm not who I'm supposed to be
I bring out the worst in me
I see my reflection
It's always in the wrong direction
And now I'm back where I started
Being the bullet and a target
Separate the man from the artist
If I'm being honest

[Pre-Chorus:]
I'm either half awake or half asleep
I'm half the man I used to be
I don't know much, but I'm trying
To find a way to live when it feels like I'm dying

[Chorus:]
I'm in the dark, I'm falling apart
It shouldn't have to be so hard
Why do I carry all this weight when I don't need it?
Keep me away, I'm trying to change
'Cause I've got one foot in the grave
And if I slip, I can't be saved from all my demons
One foot in the grave

Why do I always run from the things I love?
I'm trying to learn how to fix it
Guess I was raised with it in my blood
Afraid of commitment

[Pre-Chorus:]
I'm either half awake or half asleep
Or half the man I used to be
I don't know much, but I'm trying
To find a way to live

[Chorus:]
I'm in the dark, I'm falling apart
It shouldn't have to be so hard
Why do I carry all this weight when I don't need it? (When I don't need it)
Keep me away, I'm trying to change
'Cause I've got one foot in the grave
And if I slip, I can't be saved from all my demons
One foot in the grave, grave, grave
(Grave, grave, grave)
One foot in the grave
(Grave, grave, grave)

[Bridge:]
And now I'm back where I started (I'm in the dark, I'm falling apart)
Being the bullet and a target
Separate the man from the artist (I'm in the dark)
If I'm being honest

[Chorus:]
I'm in the dark, I'm falling apart
It shouldn't have to be so hard
Why do I carry all this weight when I don't need it? (When I don't need it)
Keep me away, I'm trying to change
'Cause I've got one foot in the grave (One foot in the grave)
And if I slip, I can't be saved from all my demons
One foot in the grave, grave, grave
(Grave, grave, grave)
One foot in the grave
(Grave, grave, grave)
One foot in the grave