"I Don't Believe" lyrics - STABBING WESTWARD

I'm such an asshole, God I'm such a stain
I just keep fucking up again and again

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I don't believe, I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe, I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for me

You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed
Said everything I've ever longed to hear
So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry
You used me up and left me here for dead

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I crave it desperately, its a cancer eating me
An addiction too intense to be denied
Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more
It's pathetic how I feed off this abuse

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And you told me that you loved me
And I believed you loved me
And you swore that you loved me
And I believed
Now I know it was a lie

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