"Blind" lyrics - SZA

Niggas want me to get ratchet
Niggas want me to attack it
Put the hood on, now they callin' me Cassius
Raunchy like Bob Saget
Greedy, I can't pass it
Eatin' everything, nigga, no fasting
I don't care how much you knew me in the past tense
I ain't no Julia Stiles, this ain't no last dance, way past it
Way
Fuckin' on my ex 'cause he validate me
Fuckin' up a check, I don't want no receipt
Might get possessed, let my spirit speak freely

[Pre-Chorus:]
Hey, my past can't escape me
My pussy precedes me
My, my, how the times change
I'm still playin' the victim
And you still playin' the pick-me

[Chorus:]
It's so embarrassing
All of the things I need living inside of me
I can't see it
It's so embarrassing
All of the love I seek living inside of me
I can't see, I'm blind

[Post-Chorus:]
Blind, blind
Blind, blind
Blind, blind
Blind, blind
Blind, blind

You ain't getting your bitch back
"Calm down, shit could be worse," never say that
I don't wanna pipe down, rather get payback
Mama told me never shit where you lay at
I don't want righteousness
I hurt too much, I lost too much, I lust too much
I hit my clutch and vroom
Third day, pop out the tomb
I love when you pull your gun at the red light
I like all that violence, give me dysfunction
I like when you come, never stay the whole night
Better when you high, never tell me I'm wrong

[Pre-Chorus:]
'Cause my past can't escape me
My pussy precedes me
My, my, how the times change
You still talking 'bout babies
And I'm still taking a Plan B

[Chorus:]
It's so embarrassing
All of the things I need living inside of me
I can't see it
It's so embarrassing
All of the love I seek living inside of me
I can't see, I'm blind

[Post-Chorus:]
Blind, blind
Blind, blind
Blind, blind
Blind, blind
Blind, blind