"X.Y.U." lyrics - THE SMASHING PUMPKINS

She didn't wanna be; she didn't wanna know.
She couldn't run away 'cause she was crazy.
She gave it all away; she saw her baby break.
And in the air it hung that she was dull razors.

And I said, I wanna fill you up, I wanna break you, I wanna give you up.
From one another, another one should come to one another,
No one should come between us.

Still I was lonely, and she was by my side, my one and only,
Knows that she could never hide.
I couldn't feel her, and it was just a game, 'cause I was lonely and she was crazy.

Rat-tat-tat, ka boo boom, now take that, and just a bit of this.
'Cause I'm a watcher, and I'm a doer of none.
Come to save you, 'cause you're all mine.

I hurt where I can't feel; I feel where I can't hurt.
I know where I can't know; I bleed for me and mine.

Ka-boom, a rat-tat-tat, and some good ole bliss.
'Cause I'm a sister, and I'm a motherfuck.

I am made of shamrocks; I am made of stern stuff.
I am never enough; I am the forgotten child.

And I said I wanna fill you up, I wanna break you, I wanna give you up.
From one another, no one should ever come, in between us, between us and our love.

Mary had a little lamb, her face was white as snow.
And everywhere that Mary went, I was sure to go.
Now Mary's got a problem, and Mary's not a stupid girl.
Mary's got some deep shit, and Mary does not forget.
And this is how Mary's garden grows. This is how, Mary has her ghosts.

And in the eyes of the jackal I say ka-boom.

Now we begin descent, to where we've never been.
There is no going back, this wasn't meant to last.
This is a Hell on Earth; we are meant to serve.
She will never learn.
She will never learn. (ahhhhh!)

Bye bye, baby goodbye. Bye. Bye.