"In Chains" lyrics - THE WAR ON DRUGS

Calling [?] I haven't done
Calling out your name
Trying not to hate myself
For getting in the middle
Of shining every light upon it

Still I miss the way you'd hold me close
In a cold wind

Caught you in a room staring at the light
I'd been up all night
Is it life and we're just living it?

Still I wanna celebrate... love... high

I've been rolling on sixteen [?] before
I've been shackled and delivered
There's a girl out there with silence in her eyes
Her truth is in the dark

Yeah, [?], coming in view
Yeah, [?] you were coming in to
In view

Ain't no wind that I can feel in a way, in a way
In a freezing rain
[?]

Ain't no way... [?]
[?]
Ain't no chains to hold you in, to hold you to
To losing you

Hiding from an enemy
Something inside me dies
Hard to see clear these days
With darkness on my mind
As I stare into the ocean floor
And I wonder where I once was
Was I falling through into the air that night
And crumbling to your arms?

Is this love?
Are you sure?
Is it something you can control?
I'm tired
I'm in chains
I'm in love
I'm in pain

All these changes everywhere
Just go ahead and take my hand
Pull me close, don't let me go
Try to understand
I believe in all the power
In doing what we can do
We can try and learn to make it through
Come out the other side

I don't see it you at all coming in view
How do we decide what we can do?
I don't read your mind
Give me clues