"Pushit" lyrics - TOOL

I saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Take care not to make me enter
If I do, we both may disappear

Know that I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're
Pushing, shoving; pushing, shoving
Pushing and shoving me; pushing and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me; pushing and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me
Pushing me, shoving me

You still love me; you still love me
Push it on me; you shit on me
You still love me; you still love me
Push it on me; you shit on me

Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the fault line
You better take care not to make me enter,
'Cause if I do, we both may disappear

But you're
Pushing and shoving; pushing and shoving
Pushing and shoving me; pushing me, shoving me

You still love me; you still love me
Push it on me; you shit on me
You're pushing and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me

Yeah, I'm slipping back into the gap again
I'm alive when you're touching me
Alive when you're shoving me down
But I'd trade it all for just a little peace of mind

Push it on me; push it on me
Push it on me; push it on me
You're pushing and shoving
I'm scrambling to keep my feet flat on the ground

I am somewhere I don't want to be
Push me somewhere I don't want to be
Put me somewhere I don't want to be
Seeing someplace I don't want to see
Never wanna see that place again

I saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you, as well, my dear

If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay
You minimize my movement anyway
I must persuade you another way

Pushing and shoving and pushing and shoving and pushing me
There's no love in fear

I'm staring down the hole again
Your hands are on my back again
Survival is my only friend
Terrified of what may come

Remember, I will always love you
As I claw your fucking throat away
It will end no other way
It will end no other way