"Jillian (I'd Give My Heart)" lyrics - WITHIN TEMPTATION

I've been dreaming for so long
To find a meaning to understand
The secret of life
Why am I here to try again?

Will I always, will you always
See the truth when it stares you in the face?
Will I ever, will I never free myself
By breaking these chains?

[Chorus:]
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault
Your destiny is forlorn
Have to live till it's undone
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back
And then at last I'll be on my way

I've been living for so long
Many seasons passed me by
I've seen kingdoms through ages
Rise and fall, I've seen it all

I've seen the horror, I've seen the wonders
Happening just in front of my eyes
Will I ever, will I never free myself
By making it right?

[Chorus:]
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault
Your destiny is forlorn
Have to live till it's undone
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back
And then at last I'll be on my way

[Bridge:]
Jillian, our dream ended long ago
All our stories and all our glory I held so dear
We won't be together
For ever and ever, no more tears
I'll always be here until the end

[Chorus:]
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault
Your destiny is forlorn
Have to live till it's undone
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back
And then at last I'll be on my way