"Nothing Left At All" lyrics - JELLY ROLL

[Chorus:]
Stayed up late, patiently waiting
Wishing you could call
Dreaming of memories lost in time
Knowing they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly
The harder you fall
'Til there's nothing left at all

4 in the morning I cannot sleep
I am depressed sitting up in my bed
My demons are roaring they're bothering me
I'm sitting here with a gun to my head
Finger on trigger, what if I squeezed?
Does that mean that my problems will leave?
Get rid of what's bothering me?
Does that mean that I'm finally free?
I think of my daughter I think of my wife
I think of my brothers I think of my life
I can't leave them with bad news
My life is a crap-shoot
I'm just shaking the dice
Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night)
I can hear you say (I can hear you say)
Son just be strong (Son just be strong)
You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay)
Tell the truth, I don't feel that way
I still feel fucked up to this day
Even when I'm high I just sit and cry
And I wonder why I still feel this pain
I wish Heaven wasn't so far away
I wish I could visit just for a day
I still had so much left to say
Bow our heads and let us pray

[Chorus:]
Stayed up late, patiently waiting
Wishing you could call
Dreaming of memories lost in time
Knowing they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly
The harder you fall
'Til there's nothing left at all

I feel like my past will allow me to grow
Feel like this liquor is drowning my soul
Why am I spiraling out of control?
I cannot get myself out of this hole
I keep trying, I keep crawling
The sound of silence, I hear it calling
I was flying, now I'm falling
My health's declining, I'm an alcoholic
There's no one else, it's just myself
Alone in thought, I stand and dwell
I'm the go-to guy, so who do I
Go to when I, need some help?
No one gives a fuck about me, I'm on my own
If misery loves company then why am I alone?
I pour another drink just to get in my zone
I swear that I'ma change, but I know that I won't
Let me face the facts (Face the facts)
Wish I could take it back (Take it back)
Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black)
Wish I could change the past (Wish I could change the past)
But in my mind I wish that I could rewind
Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time
But I can't

[Chorus:]
Stayed up late patiently waiting
Wishing you could call
Dreaming of memories lost in time
Knowing they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly
The harder you fall
'Til there's nothing left at all